So I am back home now. Returned form a very exhausting vacation back to my hometown and to London.
I was really tired. I don't like to have people around me 24/7, so I tried to get away sooner than I wanted to. I don't hate my family, they just don't understand that I do need some alone time. I don't have a place at my hometown anymore, so I have to stay in the living room (I'm sleeping on the couch there), but my mum uses it till she goes to bed as well as my sister. When I go to my sister's room, someone is sure to follow, when I go to my mum's room, my mum will follow me and ask me to stay with her, when I go sit in the kitchen, they are likely to stay there too.
So all the alone time I had was exact that moment when my mum and my sister both went to bed. But then I am way too tired to stay awake and go to bed myself just a few moments later.
I grew sick of it and it showed on my last weekend there. I feel so bad about it, but I just hate to feel so dependent, that I just can't go anywhere on my own. It was some weird festival, it was terribly cold (yep, in August!!! I was freezing and breathing white clouds). They kept telling me we would go in an insdtant, but we never did. I was so angry.
Well~~ I was tired and kept shivering because of the cold (and the rain... >_>) and them telling me that we would leave over half an hour didn't help either.
I am back. And I did miss my friends here. Missed them so so much.
I've been hugged by them all. Been welcomed and saw them really happy to see me.
If you know my family, hugging is really not what we do often. Hugging is for little kids. Also you don't touch, like holding a hand, or pinching a cheek and stuff. You just don't do it. When I come back home after a few months it always seems like I was gone to buy groceries. O_o''' Like: "Hey. You are back. Take off your shoes."
It's weird actually. When I'm gone for a few weeks or just a few days my friends will always welocme me with a smile and a hug. Like I've been gone for years. I have to admit that I feel so welcomed at my friend's place while at home I feel like I am a disturbance... I know they love me, but what's wrong to show it from time to time?? Well, bad habits can't be beaten that easily... I should start, but it feel soooo awkward. Haha~~ XDD
So since I am back, I can finally start working on all the stuff that I should have finished like a century ago.
HARHAR! I have three weeks till school starts so I will use this time to have fun. Afterwards it will all be work work work...
I just watched the first episode ot BBC's The Musketeers~~
I am so in love. HARHAR! Hopefully there will be like a hundred seasons to come. The first episode was already quite awesome. The characters are all placed in the story and it can now start perfectly fine~~
Awesome! I liek that. Some stories take forever to start and I get so tired sometimes, but this one started fast and made it easy to get into it. Nice.
Sometimes I relaly like BBC TV shows... Like Hustle. I MISS Hustle... It was sooooo awesome and great. And Sherlock. SHERLOCK!
Would watch the second epsiode, but there is a new epsidoe of Night Watchman's Journal
out and it's getting really good now. With the prince being accused of cursing the king, the shaman girl being totaly used, the king going nuts, this mean shaman guy wanting to wake up his evil god... It's getting so so so so awesome.
Hope you all had a very great time~~