I am so tired and feel worn out. It's horrible.
Today after getting home after work, I can hardly stand on my feet, because they hurt so much I want to cry. I don't know what's wrong today though. I got drained because of work, got everything inside... It wasn't so much work to do, but still there was enough. And my feet just hurt like there are pebbles stuck under them when I walk. I really want to cry so much today. I am just so exhausted and tired. I just want to sleep and not wake up for the next 100 years.
I am so tired.
I'll go to bed soon. Then after waking up, it's time for chores. After doing them it's time to get ready for work. After work, I'll go home, watch something and go to bed.
I have been too tired for any changes in this daily routine for the past month. Although I try so so hard. Today I just want to give up.
Haha~~ Tomorrow after getting up I know I'll be okay again.
Good for me: Three more workdays till my three weeks vacation.
Waiting for it truly is killing me inside this year.
I'll go back to my hometown for a week or so (yay, back to beautiful Tirol~~) and then I'll spend a few days in London~~
It will be wonderful. HAHA!!
After my vacation, I'll work another week and then I can quit.
In september then a new chapter in my life will start. And I honestly want to give it my all.
I'm sorry for the lack of response from my side. The past few days were just way too hot (like 30°C all day - even at night - and my tiny apartment is right underneath the roof and has three walls on which the wonderful sun can shine on - it's actually awesome cause I can make a hell lot of noise and nobody cares, but in summer it's like sitting in a sauna). So I tried to flee the heat and didn't even turn on my PC. I think it might have overheated if I did anyways...
I am sorry. I will try to get back at things since today it poured like crazy and it cooled down a little.
Just today I need sleep. And I I don't like dumping my very bad mood on dA actually. Just happens that I don't relaly have a diary kind of blog... And I am too lazy to write it in my real life journal today... Somehow I had to get rid of it before going to bed.
Hope you are all okay~~